Shayad usse me bahut chahti thi


Ye unn dino ki baat hai,
Jab bache the hum,
Rubber khona, pencil khona
Life me yahi gum the,
Shayad abhi aur kuch hona baki tha,
Ek daffe class me yuhi baithi thi,
Nayi class thi, naya session tha,
Sab khush the, ki oye tu bhi humari class me h,
Wo facebook watsapp ke time se pehle ki baat hai,
Phir aachak ek ladka gussa class me,
Kya ye 5th B h.. wo kehna laga..
Par shayad kahi kho chuki thi,
Rubber pencil nhi me apna dil hi kho chuki thi,
Shayad nahi tha wo pyaar,
Par pyaar jaisa kyu lag rha tha,
Ye sab baate chodi mene,
Bas padhai mann tha lagaya,
Par jab bhi kitaab kholi mene,
Ek hi sawal dimaag me aaya,
Kya yuhi pyaar ho jata hai,
Kya yuhi dil kho jata hai,
Nhi nhi nhi ho rhi thi padhai humse,
Par jab bhi kitaab kholi mene,
Ek hi sawal dimaag me aaya,
Kya yuhi pyaar ho jata hai,
Kya yuhi dil kho jata hai,
Phir ek din suna ki ussKo koi pasand h,
Pehle dil sharmaya phir mera dil ghabraya,
Ki kya sach me usse koi aur passand h,
Mene toh socha usse bol deti hu,
Saare raaz dil ke khol deti hu,
Pr kya kahungi usse me jaake,
Mujhe 5th class me pyaar ho gyaa h,
Mene dil ko phir samjhaya,
Ki aisa thodi hota h,
Kuch padh jaaugi,
Kuch bann jaaugi,
Tb shayad usse kuch bataungi,
Din mahine saal ho gye,
Hum bhi behaal ho gaye,
Jab hum btaa paaye usse,
Wo kisi aur ka pyaar me nihaal ho gye,
Ab kya h, kya tha kya kahe,
Ab bas ye zindagi khushaal rahe,
Uski bhi humari bhi....

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