I just want to write

Enough,
I thought enough,
Good or bad,
Decent or corrupt,
I just want to write,
Every inch of my body,
Saying aloud,
Just let me write,
As the last time I can be alive,
No shame
No pain
No sickness
No gain
I'm alive
Just right now
With every breath I breathe
With every chance I need,
I just want to write,
Write my emotions,
Write my experience,
I don't know when they will take my chance,
Chance to breathe,
Chance to write,
As fanatically I type,
I know a woman should never do that,
Never speak,
Never write,
But I will
Because I plan to live with courage...

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